Ding

Back i guess to posting? havent a clue.. Pretty much alot of changes. Coping and standing strong.. Passed my TP and ain't bad, randomly got to know a chick from RJ at Raffles Place.. Shes awesome.. oh well.. Time to dwell in His Presence.

Flows!

Well well. Finally. I'm Posting. Its been an eventful few days.

Alright here we go, Lets start with Saturday.

Lets see.. Ah yes. Woke up pretty much at 10am and headed to Tiong Bahru to meet Rachael, Neila, Mable and the rest for a movie there @ 11am. well We kinda watched 17 again.. Although im not a fan of Zac Efron, it wasnt a bad show though, Chicks from the states are still hot =X , well bother that.
Well, went to a BBQ chalet gatherin with Whatever. Pretty much crazy dudes all around. Elvis was making everyone drink up, I even had like shots of Cordon Bleu, BUTZ im not drunk! Pretty much enjoyed playing ROCK BAND on ps3 with the guys. hahaha was on the drums and the vocals. pretty much the only guy there then can hit Misery Business by Paramore =P. I couldnt stay cause i had BMT in church @ 0645 USHER! so got home bout 12 to 1 and drop into bed.

Then came sunday, woke up @ 5am, took the first bus at 0600 and got to church @ 0644. and guess what. no one is around.. so pretty much waited till 8 for the seminar to start... well i can tell u from 8 all the way till 5pm after service.. I AM SHACKED OUT!. i got home and dropped on my bed half my life gone. hahaha . but i learnt quite abit on BMT thats for sure.

Here came monday. reported to work( goin to aloha chalet for BBQ) @ 4pm. pretty much Cigs and Booze all around.. was a like a chimney.. but the food was good.. Captain Huang was playin Wii pretty funny. i left bout 9pm.

Tues. pretty much felt ODD one out.. cause i met up with Polly, Audrey, Aud's Fren, Wan Ting, Ben Wing, Ben Lee, Felise, Alvina and Abigale. Yeap they were actually gonna q for the BnJ free Cone day, but the q was REALLY LONG.. man i know its the recession period but that is ridiculous. anyway. they went to BK to study. Being in the army. I felt pretty left out =/ OH WELL!

And now it comes to weds.. i wont go much into the details on BMT. but mainly on the worship session today. I was sorta leading it i guess. but Polly was really the 1 i need to thank for throwing the lifebouy to save me.. well i really really had no confidence.. but i tried.. We sang Hanti Hamba.. Well i wished i really did better. but i know the nxt time i;ll lead a better and more powerful 1.

Serene..

Well I wont post a detailed post yet. but for now.. Just listen to the Song on my Juke box. thats how im feeling atm. Cheers

As the Day goes.

Righto, Im back. Wednesday, had to wake up @ 4.30, walked to Clementi MRT at 5am to catch the first train at 5.30am. I had to be in camp by 6.45am which is all the way @ seletar. We're having our IPPT.
Thank God i was there in time. Even took a 10mins nap before we headed off. Then i was in for a surprise, i ended up not required to take the IPPT cause now im an NSF in a regular Company. So pretty much i stoned there for 2 hrs plus.
Then i got attached to CSS store. Spent the entire day preparing the equipment needed for the Combat Eng Course.
Routine Order was pretty early about 4.30pm so got home pretty early.. Thats all.

Sunday...
Woke up at 5am and i saw a foot suddenly just appeared and vanish. MAN I WAS LIKE SHIT! My heart was pounding hard. Then i thought for a moment, it must be the SP student that is currently rented one of the rooms. Then i thought still.. What on earth is he up at this time, well he told me he had FLAG day and had to travel to Sembawang and be there by 6.45am. Irony huh!
Went to camp spent the entire day in store and went out field , guess what i saw!! the new MRT the circle line is using.. Apparently the Combat Engineers here practice drills in it.. Boy i was Thrilled.
I had the entire afternoon off. So pretty much catchin up on sleep. Captain Huang gave me a lift to CCK MRT. hahaha

Well in the train i thought of stuff.
Thru my entire life, the people i;ve met , the relationships i had, the actions i made, What is the essence that made me who i am. How time and my relationship with God molded me and changed me. In conclusion, Im grateful.
Being in HOGC, having a loving friends. Being in D one-Oh. but still im not Content at the position i am in, But i wanna advance and grow more..
I laughed at how I was, Playing around , hangin out late, dating chicks all round. It was fun but I felt empty.

God's Love and the Love and care from people around me moved me.

Praise the Lord!!

well.. end of another day. But it was a great day though.
Woke up at 5.10am and left for camp. I realized that there were no train service towards Joo Koon yet cause i wanted to take down to JE and up to woodlands. But i guess not. So i took down to outram and up to sengkang. Man it was a long long trip. Gettin to camp by bus was even longer and i had to book in at 7.30am.
Well, went over to the dismantled training shack to load and unload stuff. pretty much was bout it. then roll call at 1.30pm thats when i got the news that 2 of the other new guys that transfered over were now posted at the Vertical coy and i an under CSS ( store). Which means im no longer and regular but and NSF and i over heard im being transfered out soon. PRAISE THE LORD!

I know it was Divine Intervention that allowed me to be able to rid the contract. i spent the entire time that i could rest doing my QT and praising God. Man i was Overjoyed, now all i want is to get away from Seletar Camp and hopefully get posted somewhere near my house/church and prob a clerk vocation. im gonna pray hard on it.

Well, Im gonna bed early again.. need to book in at 6.45am for IPPT -..- i prob have to cab and yet im gettin broke. 420 a month isnt gonna cut it. urgh really need a finacial blessing , oh well trust in God for his is our provider.

Got back home , went on maple to pretty much hang with Cheng Feng. well guess what! I couldnt Remember my password and i couldnt reset it either. so yeah Annoying Huh.. So did drastic measure and got my mum;s IC number and made a new account. So currently im at Casso server with a char named MiniBolster and im lvl 11 Bowman.. gosh lvling is like URGH! but hahaha its for the best. Well im heading to bed.

Pretty Much THANK YOU LORD! <3!!!

Standing Firm On my Convictions

Today, i was posted to selatar camp which is pretty much FAR FAR AWAY from my house and even church. Nearest MRT is sengkang. Well, it maybe be a non stay in company but booking in at 7am and leaving at 6pm just doesnt suit well with me. I made a bad decision to sign on, but thank God, he gave me hope of being able to terminate the contract.
Today my CSM approached me and told me about having a firm mind set, its true that with a strong will anything is possible and can be overcomed and finacial burden and my future will be laid out for me when i sign on, since i didnt do very well in my studies neither is my family rich.

But I know my calling Isnt there, and my convictions and committment lies within the church. To grow stronger in the word of God and to bond with my loved Ones. There right in camp, I told God that even though there is a path certained for me to take, that secures my future, I wont take that path but I will surrender my Life to God and trust him and have faith that he will crave another path for me. I am convicted and I'm praying hard that i wouldnt be asbored into the regular service and be posted somewhere closer to home / church and having an 8 to 5 posting. Where i belong is serving the Lord with all I am, to cultivate the Heart of a servant , to lower and humble myself. I trust in my Lord God, for the God will provide for his name is Jehovah Jira Amen

Now, Im too praying that God will provide me a way to attend CG this Friday, being the game ic for this friday , i dont want to miss the opportunity to create fun games and Bond my D10 further.

Well, I want to end this saying thanks to Colin, your words were impactful. Sometimes i feel im all alone but i know im surrounded by people who loves and care for me and a God loves us so much he sent his one and only son , Jesus Christ to die on the cross and wash away our sins.

Aftermath..

Well. Easter's over QQ. Well it was awesome anyway. BE CHRIST LIKE!
well anyway, met alot of new friends and got shocked to see Rachel there as well. Well God works in special ways =p
Well after Friday Service, went to marina Square for dinner. Pretty much had like 3 waves going off in the train. Went last cause Vik, Cherie , Yolanda and myself were waiting for Sian( Sean in greek) to come.
well though we ate at the food Court, Me and Vik had Carl's JR! I got myself a thick burger Doubled , Chilly beef Fries and Strawberry Shake. Man I was stuffed.
Great Fellowship.

Then we head on to Sat, went over to City plaza Arnolds, met up with Jerlyn, Polly, Alvina and Joey (Chick with Flawless legs and shes a bballer!) . Got back to church for service and met jerlyn;s Friend, Johnathan.
Apparently hes a 2nd lieut in the Army, and is attending FCBC. Man i enjoyed conversing with him. Had church hang out thru the night. Pretty much ate alot, had Eee-Mian, 2 Lagasna , Garlic bread with turkey ham! Dwelled in church till bout 2am, took a cab back and crashed on bed.

Sun, well pretty mundane, but i headed back to church for follow up with Cherie. That pretty much made my day more interesting and enjoyable. Well thats all.

Thank God, im in D odds and in my CG D10. <3 the ladies there and my dudes +P Cheers.